It Seems Like Everytime I Feel Like I Succeed, I Fail. Why Does It Feel Like Everytime I Grabb Happiness, It Always Manages To Slip Away. How Come It Feels Like When I Seem Sane Insanity Seems To Creep Around The Corner.Why IS It That When I Wanna Cry The Tears Seem Never To Fall From My Face. Is It Because I Go To Hard? Or Is It Because There Truly Is No Reason To Cry. Truth Is When I Was Young When I Cryed, I Never Got A Pat On The Back Or A Tissue To Wipe My Face. I Never Even Got A Hug Or Warm Embrace To Let Me Know Errything Was Okay. I Was All Alone, Mentally Physically Emotionally And Realisticlly.Mentally I Believed That No One Was Ever Gonna Know What i Knew Or Feel What i Feel Or See What See Or Do What I do.Physically There Was No One There Beside Me, To Laugh, Play, Cry, Hold, Kiss, Craddle, And Express Myself To. Emotionally I Felt Like There Was Nothing I Could Do But Put Up Walls With Burning Flames All Around It, And Ice Covering The Little Bit of Joy I Had Left In My Whole Entire Body.What Would You Do If You Were All Alone In This World And everybody You Thought  Had Your Back Showed You Just How Alone You Really Are?